Mr.Buyot’s Orgy Observations

January 22, 2010

Little black room

Filed under: Me, Myself & Eureka — Mr. Buyot @ 1:13 AM

At my old house in Kelana Jaya, there was this small dark store room under the staircase. You can only enter the room through this really small door that’s accessible from the outside. The size of the door reminded me of the doors that Alice had to choose to open to go to Wonderland. That store room was my perfect hiding place when I was a kid. Whenever I was in trouble (or trouble came looking for me), I would hide in that room. It was filthy. Cobwebs everywhere, smell of rat piss, cockroaches & other (not so) friendly insects. Even at night, whenever I couldn’t sleep (or trouble came looking for me), I would hide in the store room in total darkness, accompanied by the sound of crickets. By sunrise, I would quickly get back into the house & change for school. Sometimes, whenever I just feel like it, I would just go to the store room, locked myself & just stay in the darkness for hours and hours. While this may sound weird & strange to you, but that store room was my place of solitude. Even as a kid, I was already displaying some sort of eccentric behaviour.

I miss that store room right now. And I miss the strange places I hang out to just be in the dark for the simplest reason: To be at peace.

Even as a grown up, I still yearn for that time in darkness. And the sound of crickets.

January 7, 2010

For the love of God

Filed under: Colors Of Muhibbah, Me, Myself & Eureka — Mr. Buyot @ 10:10 PM

Getting injured is a good thing. It forces you to stop and look back to realize that maybe it was karma hitting you back. Something that you did wasn’t right or something like that. I took the time to catchup with what’s happening in Malaysia from the tube. I’m not much of a fan watching TV, so with an icepack on my ribs I listened to how stories are being told on TV.

Looks like we’re fighting with each other about who can use the term “Allah”. Seriously, is that really an issue? I personally don’t give a fuck what God you pray to. As long as you believe that is your faith & that faith is good for you. All religious text in the world strongly profess that their religion is the best for all mankind. All of them. Including mine.

The real issue that I see here is that insecure people, people who stubbornly refuse to learn what makes other people different, are trying to deflect their own fears by using fear mongering tactics to the rest of the world. I recommend reading Erna’s strong affection towards the real Malaysian way, which kind of reflects my stand against the 1Malaysia concept. It’s an interesting concept and I believe it was a direct copy from Singapore. But we don’t need it to be shoved into our throats. That is because I believe in Malaysia. Critically & affectionately.

In my own life experience, I have seen what makes other people different in body & soul. So far, I can tell you one thing: we are praying to the same divine spirit. We just didn’t make time to catchup with everyone else. With these experience, my faith has grown stronger. Not the other way around.

Allah S.W.T is my God. Mohammad S.A.W is my Prophet. Al-Quran is my Holy scripture. These are the core values of my Islamic faith. And I chose to be liberal about it because I’ve also observed that almost every religion in the world has a similar structure: God, the Prophet & the Holy scripture. Only the names are different. Some added very good visualizations to represent their beliefs. These are differentiation in practical manners. Spiritually, they are almost the same.

It saddens me to see the rakyat wants to fight this out without any use of tolerance & any sense of thinking. They are feeding on fear and that makes them weak.

What do you believe in?

December 31, 2009

A look back 360 royale in 2009

Filed under: Me, Myself & Eureka — Mr. Buyot @ 10:43 AM

That’s a trick name. 2009 was full of tricks. And treats. I’ve been thinking about this post; how to write it, what to say and the most difficult part, trying to remember in chronological order of what happened for the past 364 days. So, instead of looking for that “more” link in my brain archives, i’m going to try to reflect 2009, in order.

Still nothing.

Ok. Let’s make 2010 interesting shall we? Happy new year my friends!

October 27, 2009

RMS & me

Filed under: Me, Myself & Eureka — Tags: , — Mr. Buyot @ 2:44 PM

Hehehe. I’m like a total fanboy ok! It was a dream come true to meet one of my heroes. He inspired me to live a life free of constraints and no masters.  Thank you Aziz for taking this photo :-))

September 17, 2009

Sleeping with the enemy that has major herpes

Filed under: Colors Of Muhibbah, Me, Myself & Eureka — Mr. Buyot @ 11:48 AM

I agree with Raja Petra. We are our own enemies. Muslims have our own set of problems & issues that others don’t really understand & surprisingly, some couldn’t even believe the idea of a problematic religion. Muslims are getting major media airtime just because of the fear sentiments that has been put out about us. It’s the same tactic that some dirty Muslim quarters tried to expel to diss other religions. Sentiments of fear.

Time and time again, we defend ourselves by being ourselves. Over & over again, we’re either being ridiculed, made fun of or shamelessly being thrown insults & unfavourable comments. There is no harm if you want to understand why. It is not wrong for you to ask why.

But it gets dodgy if you try to act as one of us while you are not one of us.

I was with Kris Khaira last night, and he spoke about an unknown country in Africa, Benin. I told him I’ve never heard of it. He asked me do I know why I never heard of it. No, I don’t know I said.

He told me it’s because there is no civil war in Benin. No display of fear, poverty, trouble and nobody is killing each other.

It makes perfect sense.

September 1, 2009

Men’s only box is absolutely nothing. And that’s how we want it.

Filed under: Me, Myself & Eureka, Weird Wild Web — Mr. Buyot @ 2:36 PM

Mark Gungor talks about a unique difference between men’s brain & a women’s brain. You try to fix her, she is going to kill you.

House of Malaysia

Filed under: Colors Of Muhibbah, Me, Myself & Eureka — Tags: , , , , — Mr. Buyot @ 3:34 AM

House, a short film by Linus Chung was released on Pete Teo’s new project, 15Malaysia. 15 Malaysian made short films, each tells a story about the colors of muhibbah in Malaysia. 15 different directors, each with a personal vision of how to represent Malaysia, in her essence, in a short few minutes. That’s a tough one. Seriously. It’s easier to make a longer duration film. But making it short, throwing out scenes & selecting the very few scenes that matters the most is really really hard. Although my experience in videography is pretty amateur, but I tried and it’s really hard.

This project is about celebrating Malaysia’s birthday. A token of appreciation if you say so. Malaya was independent on 31st August 1957, but Malaysia was born on 16th September 1963 after the inclusion of Sarawak & Sabah. 7 films has been released so far and I personally enjoyed watching every one of them. The truth is, the first 3 was cliche to me. But the 4th one, I think really hits the nail – front & center.

Here’s an interpretation about this film called “House”. (more…)

July 19, 2009

Ouch

Filed under: Me, Myself & Eureka, Weird Wild Web — Tags: — Mr. Buyot @ 12:11 AM

Love their songs. What? Rock ok!

July 18, 2009

For most part, I like talking to myself.

Filed under: Me, Myself & Eureka — Mr. Buyot @ 12:19 AM

It happens when I think.

if u have given a bribe to a traffic police before, than you no better than khir toyo. its bcoz of ppl like u, the corruption will never end. free your mind and your ass will follow. i am not saying that i am perfect. i am asking, ARE YOU THAT PERFECT? if u wanna fix the country, fucking do it. dont say it.

Man, I can be so stupid at times. At I’m quoting it here, again. It’s my Facebook status & I’m sorry for the loudness. I get really loud when the topic is politics. Now, an argument for that statement. Silly statement. I owe myself this explanation. We’ve all probably read enough about the drama that has been playing on our screen these days. I thank God for giving me the ability to ignore the telly. Khir Toyo’s drama, the latest death (my condolences), the reaction. Man, it really does feel like a movie I’ve watched before. I intentionally have been ignoring the political drama lately, work has been tough enough to think about. I know I will get really in to arguing possible political plays that’s being played. Every inch of possibility must be argued. But hey, being silly is my middle name. But you can’t be silly enough to be falling for that, which I must say, a well orchestrated drama scene? You must be joking.

There’s a reason why there sayings exist that interprets into this: politic is a double-edged sword. Because it is. In every scene presented to us, we have to be smarter before resolving ourselves into a particular path. In this case, the path of where the truth will lead us. That is, the truth that you choose to believe. I was really taken aback by what happened at the MACC building. It’s really sad. I’m really sorry that things had to happened that way. He was just about to get married dude… who the hell would do something like that?

I stop right there. In this scene, the culprits can be both the law & the accused. Something is definitely not right here. The way he died. The position of his body at the scene of the crime. The torn pants. The photo. Everything seems suspicious. Too suspicious for me to deny any reasonable doubt that both sides is guilty for causing that poor guy’s death. He was just about to get married. I don’t know why, but man, he was just about to start his life and somebody had to end it. And in my book, both parties are guilty. Guilty for causing the fear, the pain, the anxiety, the pressure, the depression and for the worst part, it all suddenly comes down into you like a snow avalanche. Both parties are truly guilty. But it’s not for me to judge. Only to feel.

I’m just really disappointed in the reactions I’ve read in MalaysiaKini forums, on Facebook, on Twitter. I mean, come on. Those guys are really going down if they do crap. But you can’t be falling into the drama until you actually see both sides of the story. Because at this moment, both sides are guilty. And until reality kicks in & decides to tell us what happened, then we will know. I know this is very reserving, but think about it. In this case, it’s way too fishy for both parties for not having a hand. Don’t fall into the mind games that they are trying to observe. Even at this moment, I know this is paranoid, but it’s possible someone might be reading this post & observe my reaction. That’s way too paranoid. Haha. But it’s possible, right?

When the players show their hands, with their cards and when we help ourselves by digging out stuff to make up the fact, which is the truth, then we win. Because this time, we think before we act. And we know we can act better. Better than ninjas.

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