SYGMY

This is my Malaysia. I would do anything to protect this freedom.

But I’m frustrated by the indecent acts of my own kind towards other people. That’s one way to make sense & a realization from one of many mom’s best advices: don’t watch too much of television.

Maybe someday, everything will make sense to them. Just maybe, there’s hope for them.

Salam Malaysia.

How does it feel to be in the big 3?

It feels nothing. Finally coming into the age of 30, I actually feel nothing. Nothing really excites me this year. Truly.

On a career level, I still think I’ve a long way to go to get there. Though the going has been tough, but the results have been truly encouraging. All these new experiences, new mistakes, new found colleagues; so far it’s been hell & heaven. It’s always hell. Heaven later, if it works out.

On a personal level, status quo remain unchanged. Pretty much no improvement from years & years of dry spell. Karma’s a bitch, and she’s slapping me with both of her hands. The cheeks doesn’t look normal anymore. When are you going to stop? I guess it pays to be not nice. Continue reading

Burn baby burn

All that is left is an empty vessel filled with pain. Fire it up, and let it burn.

All that I can think of right now is to just live as much as I can. Right to the very end. This is a reminder for you Nazrul, to remind you that every inch of the road that you made your footprints with will be forgotten & taken away sooner or later. Losing is part of living. Not everyone means it when they say “thank you” to you. And work on people & things that matters to you the most. Remember that Buyot…