It’s official! It’s already a month, and I feel suck! My body seems to be fighting back my mental block by generating a lot of useless hormones to make me huff and puff again. And because I said “NO”, the body seems to be rendering me useless. Almost useless.
The day before, I was bed ridden. The day after, I was ok. The next day after, I was choking my nose. The next next day after, the common signals for an asthma attack has come. My, oh my. What the fuck is wrong with my body? Am I dying? Will I meet an angel?
Or this is just the common health reaction for a used-to-be heavy duty smoker like me?
Well, whatever it is, I’m going through this for the sake of myself. And I hate myself for being useless.
Virgina Tech University, the home university to the city of Atlanta, started their day with a mess. Some can pass the early morning rituals of a paranoid-cocaine-heroine-meth-addicted student might just be the same. It’s a mess. And for this morning, it was pretty bloody.
33 dead. That includes the shooter. 33.
And this happens on 16th April 2007, 0715 hours in the wee, early hours of Monday morning. The coffeman wasn’t probably up yet to froth his latte. Talk about Monday blues.
I can’t imagine. I don’t really look different though, with my signature shaven heaven head going on. The best part, I can’t remember what happened that year. Ha! Too much!
Yippee! April showers with new launches! And for starters, i present nuGrooveTV.com.
It’s a video website that i’ve been working on my free time along with talented artists like V.E, One Buck Short, Sasi The Don, Quadrose and many more. They’ve been great and hope that this video project flourished with great content. Many thanks to them & Zeal Management.
Enjoy the videos! “www.nugroovetv.com”:http://www.nugroovetv.com
KLUe presents the “Blue Chilli Awards”:http://www.klue.com.my/bluechilli/, where the most promising people will be annuled and rewarded with recognition beyond their own dreams. Here’s my nominations:
h3. Zafri VE
Member & entertainer from the R&B group VE, he’s also an aspiring entrepreneur & wants to bring back the love of music in the industry
h3. Damian VE
Member & entertainer from the R&B group VE, he’s also an aspiring music composer, producer & arranger for music artists, local & abroad
h3. Lah VE
Member & entertainer from the R&B group VE, he’s also an aspiring vocal teacher with his own workshop called Platinum Singing Workshop
h3. Edris Adrian G.
The manager of the R&B group VE, he’s an upcoming artiste manager with hidden tentacles making sure the show doesn’t stop with the likes of One Buck Short & Sasi The Don under his wings.
Don’t stop! “Nominate”:http://www.klue.com.my/bluechilli/survey.aspx your favourites!
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you,
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you,
But your love, it makes true,
And I don’t know why,
You always seem to give me another try…
So I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me,
I’m not running from…
No, I think you got me all wrong,
I don’t regret this life I chose for me,
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I’m going home,
I’m going home…
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