I was talking to myself. And yes, it’s a bad sign.

15 minutes ago, I realised how sometimes stupid I can be fucking up my own karma.

30 minutes ago, I noticed there’s nothing much left to look at on the rearview mirror.

45 minutes ago, I knew why I chose this way.

An hour ago, I thought I could go thru it.

2 hours ago, I lost.

3 hours ago, I shouldn’t have. But I did anyhow.

20 years from now, I won’t even know.

Ultimately, just like what my old grandpa would say, “Jangan”